12-28-15. Vanishing.

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You spoke to my soul and I breathed in every word like it was oxygen that without it I would die. I drank you like you were the cure when maybe you were my poison. Try as I might to keep you out, you broke in to my heart and changed everything. I gave you the one thing I had that could destroy me. And you, my friend, are the person that can leave me broken. I know you feel it too. Silently aching for my touch, for my soul to again connect with yours as you pretend that you can live without us. I run away to my dreams for there is where we can be together.

Longing for her, every part of him desperately wanting to pull her closer as he continues to push her away in an effort to be a good man, he too runs to his dreams. Never able to fully give her up, his heart leads him to the place where they are to meet again. He opens his eyes in a world that houses every truth he can’t run from, to see her standing there illuminated by the stars they once stood under together. As hard as he tries, he can’t escape what he always knew. His need to be with her, to make her his and no one else’s, he is desperate to reach her. But she is slowly vanishing before his eyes. Her heart beat, that once matched his, grows softer as he watches his happiness slip away.

Photography by Ashley Nicole

 

 

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12-28-15. Vanishing.

12-21-15. Cruel fate.

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It’s been days since she has last seen him. Heard his voice. Felt his touch. He is gone. Left her to overcome a situation out of her control. A noble gesture to be the man he feels she deserves, but a broken heart, her heart, is left in his trails. A man she always suspected would never be hers, she fell anyway. He spoke to her soul and saw her for who she really is. He embraced and loved all and every part of her. Overcome with a want she has never before felt, she gave in to the idea that their love can overcome all odds against them. A love handcrafted in the dark, a secret song sung only through their eyes, the silence speaks, saying everything he never would. For to look in his eyes she could see, she was his and he was hers.

But a love made in a time that was not yet ready for it, how can they ever be together?  Are they doomed to only know the potential of a dream that seems so perfect, a true love written in the stars, but never to be read aloud? What a cruel fate for the universe to send someone who could be the love of their life at the wrong time. What a cruel man to deny them both the chance to experience an all consuming, breathtaking love only few are ever lucky enough to come across. I don’t want you to be good, I want you to put your mark on me so all who see, knows that I’m yours. I want to make you tremble and go mad at the thought that you may never have me. I want you, all or nothing. I hope you will one day have the courage to choose the life that takes you to the place where we are to meet again.

Photography by Ashley Nicole

12-21-15. Cruel fate.

12-17-15. Dark love.

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The sunset darkens. It feels so right he can’t help but welcome the starry night. A night unlike any, it offers a dream that leaves him breathless as the darkness surrounds his body. For at night is where they can be together. A special friendship stealing moments alone as time stands still. It is just the two of us. The silence is loud as their eyes meet saying what words can not, what he never would. Until. ‘For every star is how much I love you’, he says to her.

Photography by Ashley Nicole

Makeup and Hair by Britt Sharenow

Custom Floral Crown by Grace Moody of Eco Chic Blossoms

12-17-15. Dark love.